Haiz,yesterday ah yesterday ah...Wat a long story to tell...hmm,went meetin Popiah then go jp together and meet up Terry,Serene,Emily...Then in train need try talk to one side with the boys one side with the girls then half-way in the train still kanna suan by Serene and Emily...Say i 'ren ge fen lie zheng'...Then reach there they kept complaining like a wasted trip cuz actually they could work 3 jobs today...So felt so guilty and also i ps them in the game and in the night when going home...FastForward bah,cuz i dun really wanna complain or judge in the game of how they behave,Hmm,i know the 2 of them dun really enjoy there,but thanks for really attending and not ps even you didn't enjoy it and sorry for tat i can't make thing go fun for the 2 of you...then in the end of the game,W369 nv won,then actually very dulan liao la...When finish awardin prize,they wan take photo,then didn't realize Jason.Ang was on my left and Pei Wen on my right...then Jason saw my expression like buai song like tat then try askin me...but i kept say nth la...But i know Terry and me sure du lan one...Then Jeremy try askin,Wei yi,Gabriel,Benjamin all te same,but some others thought was that we lost and i felt dulan,actually not lor...Since ppl wan think like tat,let it be and tat would make me a sore lose...But i dun give a damn to defend myself...So end up not joining them for dinner,then reach home never even bother bathe as i was soaked in the sea water...then at night 12plus Tiong called me and have a 49mins chat and glad to hear tat he was happy for that day...Glad he knows how to engcourage me and appreaciate me...Haiz,question,How is it like when you're down and being push around from finding a place,someone went lying to you or does not even lend his helping hands...Is this how a Christian should be like when playing game?Is that how our team treated every single group?-When will righteous win with glory and liars can't even lose with their dignity....? When will people learn to aprreaciate me and understand me,rather than you always a better of me without even a thank-you...?From now on,I'm not gonna be a mr.nice.guy,who ever piss on my ass shall get their butt kick by me...Wat for let myself suffer when evenyone gets to piss my ass,and I can't be myself and stay happy...Since my help was never aprreiciated,nor shall I appreaciate anybody...Let my lonely soul to be like I ever was,I shall stand aside and watch to fall and cry,I will not help but laugh at your own cause on your actions...I shall be so ready to condemn you like never before for every single mistake you made,like wat you did to me...