haiz,today thing so messy and fan...startin wan go off to bus stop to go westmall area to redeem my pay...but then Bernard an Terry kept callin me and tell me to hurry...then i know i also late le...some more cuz Chen bing to be late also,cuz he joinin us to...then lucky i haven go westmall,cuz actually i wan call Pei Wen and ask her some cheque question,in the end too early for her i guess,so nv call...but lucky Chen bing's father come back home...then he ask the father,then when i saw his father dunno why so wat like tat,then i actualli forgot to greet him...haiz,end up need go home to take bank book,then go take book liao reach the bank,go 1 counter down there the person so friendly to ask me wat i wan do,then told him everything liao he say cannot get money todae,he only maybe tml 2pm can get nia...then totally spoil the trip liao lor...no money how to shop...then Chen Bing say lend me first lor,so i say ok,then walk to mrt station,thne the both of us wan top-up ezlink card,suddenly i open wallet then rmb my card not with me,but with my bro...haiz,then need U-turn back again...take liaoz then Bernard and Terry still kept callin,then i like wan peng qui liao lor...this and tat,either nv bring or cannot get...so messy for today lor,then walk from 1 place to the other place for alot of times lor...qi si ren ah...then when reach jp liao hor,the 2 of them went hidin a board behind and when i call them they dun wan pick up...so lame lor,they go shout my name from my back and went hidin,then when turn my back they not there but i saw the legs within the board within seconds...hehe...then saw me comin towards them then they come out and stop playin...dot dot dot...haiz,when go up mrt,they say wait for the next train then i say ok lor,so i wait at the end of the station and look at the study corner direction...then start thoughts in my mind,then Chen Bing come,then talk for a few speech,i told him this:'Got fate sure can see her de'...then within moment,really saw her with Mun Yee and 2 guys behind walkin along the 'da long gou'...whether is tyco or not,i felt that maybe is fate lor...but still see they walk until so happy like tat,i thought to not really say anything,then soon when they cross road cannot see liaoz the mrt straight come into my sight...dunno why today so messy and complicated,haiz,then in train i keep on have teary eye and keep on fa dai,then i notice Terry and Bernard tryin to communicate,if i not wrong they wan try to make happy with lame joke...but then really can't hold myself up...so until when we reachin bugis,i told myself this,put others perpective before takin mine,so once i walk out of the train,i try talkin to force myself to be happy and show them i'm sort of alright...haiz,but actually no mood to shop liaoz,at first at jp in train i told them go play bball straight,so can go home faster...thene when go bugis street that time,i totally bu xinag mai liao lor,but actually got de,then Terry spent $40 on 2 shirts then Nard and Bing like blur blur like tat lor...then i bring them walk around...haiz,in the end,brought 1 long black pants without even tryin...now dunno whether to rejoice or to be sad...haiz,fa dai fa dai,ah dai ah dai,haiz...feel like sme sort of kong xu in my heart...some more now seeing Cheng Bing and his mom zai dou zhui...such a heart warmin family,but he muz know how to appreciate his mother's care...