Haiz,todae so sianz leh,can't my life move to a point tat everyday is like a movie which is so excitin,touchin,loveing,caring,so full of missions everyday,full of ideas daily...09:30am like tat Tiong sms me to chat with him den i not enough slp cuz I slpet arnd 04:30am...But still,to be a good person,i called him and had a chat with him on the phone...Chat like 30-60mins like tat jiu kup le then i sms Popiah to see wheather he at home or not,but he in sch,damn sianz lor...Then got a msg from Jason Ang abt Terry,cuz Jason said he got a msg from Terry and sayin he is feelin to backslide...So I tried being a good Bro last night to even went down to JP arnd 9pm-11pm plus to chat with him but Jason call off this idea,as he find tat Terry might not wanna talk to him abt his prob for time being and this would cuz my transport home to be unavailable as the last bus would probably leave arnd 12:00am,so,didn't met up eventually...So this morning was plannin how to meet up with Terry and how to help join his fight in this spiritual welfare as ARISE & BUILD is coming up this sat...But Terry didn't wan to pick up calls or reply msg,so i msg him a while later to see wheather he was willin to let us help him,so,finally he relpied sayin,'other day',and tat was it...So i told him to take care and let me know his prob when he is ready...Haiz,then another person called and kup within a second...That person was Serene Lim and asked me to chat with her cuz she in MRT very sianz(another one find me to accompany),then chat chat chat then she thought i walk together with Kai ling,haha,so lame lor...Then I tried gettin lobang from her but mainly all for girls one,haiz,then talk talk talk until her mother,say her mother very lame very childish but i found her quite fortunate to have a mother being so compassionate and open to her even had a weekly of $50 to spend-NOT INCLUDED OF TRANSPORT EATIN OR ANTHING--'JUX FOR SPENDIN LEH,the food all this can claim extra,so good lor,unlike me,EVEN have $50 a week sure include everything tat i muz spend outside de lor...But she quite sensible too,cuz now she workin then haven't took money from her mum for a while le,so,quite independent bah...Then nth to do go meet up with Popiah at BBT shop to go to his house when he was dismiss...Haiz,then found this thing very weird,when there's problem,it comes together at once,when there a need for a help,it comes together too-juz like today,early in the mornin my brain still restin I still slpin then get msg and calls...Haiz,then going to enous in abt 30mins time cuz going to Gabriel's house for prayer meetin with those who are available due to Arise & Build,ppl will start to have probs and difficulties to come to CHURCH...PS:My mind wanted Pride,My heart wanted YOU,in the process of this,I lost my way and lost the basic bond that should had between YOU,all i can do now is,wait...Friends,get this straight,Pride gets you no where and gets you to no success in life in anything you wanna do...And carin for people arnd you can help maintain friendship,gaining friendship,there's no harm to care for your friend,so,be nice to each other,dun care of me ofwat others arnd you say. or judge..Speakin of this reminded Bernard's case,i've being consolling him can counselling for a period of time cuz he retain as a matter of fact,but then this bunch of jerks or assholes said things like i'm gay,blah blah blah,so wat,i didn't give a damn to nonesense and continue to care for him and with this,our bond of brotherhood is strong among Terry Him and Me...But the sad thing for him is tat his B'dae is near and he wants to be a nice guy to treat everybody he knows,but he had nv consider who have being true as a friend to him and who have being like a mother pi pi ba pi pu friend towards him...Really hope he knows who to treat and who not treat cuz he dun really have that much of wat can really afford and it would be unfair for those who treat him with care...Or he juz treat jerks with garbage trash and spend time with people who is true to him at sentosa to celebrate his's B'dae...this can help cut down all the cost for buyin food for garbage jerks for him,as true friends would rather spend time and give present to him rather than demandin a nice and expensive meal...Questions,Wat you gain after a nice meal beside havin your stomach filled?Did really gain true satisfaction from friendship meal or rather tat it juz your stomach fill?Is this wat true friend really mean?Friends,dun let greed and desires take over your mind and heart,you'll start to take only the advanstage from a person rather then being a friend...Hmm,after being such a naggin person,gues i'm stoppin here...Take care and really be nice to other...Weird weird de me stop here liaoz...