[怪怪的人生][Guai Guai(Weird) De Ren Sheng].[怪怪的脾气][Guai Guai De Pi Qi].[怪怪的太度][Guai Guai De Tai Du].[怪怪的心声][Guai Guai De Xin Sheng].[怪怪的品味][Guai Guai De Ping Wei].[怪怪的人各][Guai Guai De Ren Ge].
Haiz,yesterday evening went to watch the movie-'Sinking of Japan',the graphics and sound effects are so real and nice...But was force to go for that movie,actually wanted to go home after having a chat with Bernard and Terry at Bernard's house...Mainly becuz of 2 reason,1-Watch GoonG,2-Saving money for CHC event(Arise and Build)...But then,this 2 nice Bro-in-Christ so good,even say treat movie,dinner,then like so nice lor...But felt very awkard too...When watch finish that movie,it gave me this conclusions,1-To make this type of movie,you muz first have a solution to solve the prob you wanna produce...2-To make a movie,you take a story from a real life,rather,you muz take a story of a dream,ambition,history wars,disaster;etc...Also,this movie mainly have no light...their day is always filled with ashes in the air,their lives is so grey,until when 'Yuki' and 'Onderane'-(something spell like tat) are willing to sacrifice their own life for the sake of makin a miracle out for Japan not to sink...And this person 'Onderane',was totally too brave,before going to make tat miracle to happen,he knew that the submarine could not within the pressure in the sea and he would die for sure,but for this word-'LOVE',he said this sentence,I've nothing so important to do,until now,I wan to sacrifice my life for this mission to protect your life as the girl life was known as a firefighter...Wat a touching sight...Nvm,but in the last part,when Japan was save from being sinkin into the deep ocean,a gleam of light then shine down from heaven,as if heaven was open to save them...So wow...Hmm,then at night,Cheese chat with me on the phone for around 2hours but actually nv lor,keep on pester each other to say a topic first,more like time,haha...After some time when the both of us started talkin abt Cindy,found out something new and much more complex...This line from Cheese gave me a deep impression,'Cindy na mem mei bao wo,Ni you na mem zi bei'...Hmm...nvm,hope everybody is enjoying the every single day,spendin a meaning full life,a deep touchin one life,a strong bond of each and other...Juz hope for this one thing,Cindy and me could restored the friendship bond like we ever had before...Stoppin here liaoz...Remember to spend every sec every hour every day meaningful....

原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己

Hi guys,feel a little bit good to blog again...Haiz,feelin quite down few days back...Now in Barnard's house,came from gym after trainin with Jason Tiong...Haiz,Nobodies knows about how i really feel,not even my cell group members...All only know how to see me smile,talk,concern abt others but wat abt my ownself...Haiz,but nvm,cannot blame them,cuz i also nv really let anybody know,maybe becuz i give people a lot of pressure...Talka bout life,Body-Build myself up,Study-Try myself up,Relationship-Wait myself up,Family-Damn the fish up,Spiritual Life-Pray myself up,Friends-Communicate myself up...Haiz,thought of a very simple 'dao li' on relationship which is known for a very long time,and that is,'When you love a person,you would rather want to see that person happy than sad",haiz,such a simple 'dao li' also nv thought of it...Haiz,原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你,原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己-Yuan lai zhui gu dan shi wo hai shi na mem xiang ni,Yuan lai zhui bei ai de shi wo bu neng maian dui zi ji,,...Now i know why JJ sang this song-原来-Yuan Lai...Hmm,dun feel like bloggin liao...

GooD day friends,haiz,todae,slept arnd 05:30am,then set alarm at 08:30am but woke up at 9am and went back slpin...Then woke up at 10am and lied on bed until 10:30am,then tried invitin popiah to come for todae Cell group meetin,but he say he need go to Grandma's house...Haiz,got dissapointed again,Tiong,Cindy,Hui and Popiah nv come in the end for yesterday SERVICE...Haiz,not even a single 1...Nvm,but todae Cell group quite good as tears flow down my eyes when we sang 'SANCTUARY' because i was havin so thought in my mind after readin some other peoples blog...Haiz,should be going ViVo City later,so,endin here...Still,it's your decision to be like friends...Wat i can say is take care and i'll respect your choice...Stay strong and Happy...

Godly Saturday

GooD Morning to you and GooD Afternoon to PIGS and GooD nitez to owl,Wo0o0o~W0o0tz,Wa~Haha,after so much stormy and rainy day,sunhine and cloudless day,finally,it reach SATURDAY,truely it is a day for me to get more time with God and PRAISE and WORSHIP HIM longer,get into his realm longer and better.../\ . /\...YiPeeZ~Wo0o0o~Wo0oTz,Yeah~Yea~Yeah...Haiz,but today a little tired...Why leh?Becuz Xin-Da-Di(Cindy) lor,yesterday told her wan conference at night,she say see first...Then so high and happy,then sha sha de wait nearly whole night,wait until 02:30am then find nth else to keep me awake,i went slping like a pig...T.T...Haha,but nvm,although she never call but i think is worthwhile can le...Now currently in Popiah(Chen Bing)'s house.waiting for him to deicide weather he can go for SERVICE or not...Also,gettin somethings settle first,so tat i can go meet Bernard and have a chat with him...But with current situation here,think is hard de lor,cuz the po po ma ma de Popiah lor,need consider the haze for a moment,but his a moment quite long leh...Haha.../\ . /\...Then tried inviting Cindy and ShiHui leh,but they got choir and then still kanna scold by Hui...Cuz when she wan go Service,she will tell me on her own de...On the other hand,my Cg leader and members keep urging me to invite them and said they got potential...So pressurized de lor,never even spare a thought for me...One side say this,One side wan tat,how I give a jiao dai to both side!?Pi pi ba pi pu lor...Nvm,dunno why still feel so happy despite being perssurized by people arnd me...Maybe is God's love showerin on me bah,also,if i dun do this work and keep swearin and complain,God will juz find another person to complete my work,so,why not i be a obedient servant and does HIS works.../\ . /\...Also,for my own side,i tryin to invite Jason Tiong back,but sms him le no reply leh...If today i can get Cindy,Shihui,Chen Bing,Jason Tiong down for Service which is also a Friendship connection weekend,I surely HAPPY until siao de lor...But I'm still hoping for the best until the last min...

HI Brothers and Sisters!!!Yoyoz YOz YoZ,GOOD DAY GOOD DAY GOOD DAY...I'm VERi BERi high today...So,happy for Cindy,after she had been so worried for her result for days,finally hear good news from her...So relief and HAPPY for her,!!!HALLELUJAH!!!---HALLELUJAH---HALLELUJAH!!!After been so depressed and worried for 3 days due to hair and Cindy's result,finally today i so high until Cindy and Chen bing say i siao ding dong.../\ o /\...So,good to be back to myself again...Also,finally todae Bernard sounds so fine and normal to me,called me for some school thing...and chatted so cheerfully with me,hope he is truely fine and wish people arnd him shower more concern on him everyday...Rather than sheddin crocodile tears when he is really depress and cryin non-stop,and insult him when he is normal or happy...WAT is THIS???Can u spare a thought for him!?Can you put yourself in his shoes!?Are you still a HUMAN being!?Do you have a SOUL and CONSCIENCE!?When was the last time you seen him so HAPPY!?When was the last time he was being Cheer up when he is sad!?When was the last time he was PRIASE for doing something sweet!?...Hmmm,dun wet my own blanket further,todae is really quite a good day for me to stay high and HAPPY...HALLELUJAH!!!It's say in the BIBLE,Psalms 118:24,"Today is the day that the LORD has made,we will REJOICE and be GLAD in it."All glory to HIM forever and ever,AMEN!!!Also,postin of this few photos of wat we 've taken in September holiday for study,reminded me of those day which we were all so happy,cheerful,free,totally no worries and so carefree,release stress by being like a kid,but fun.../\ o /\...Hope we were freeze in those times to stay together longer...Time flies,and so does they,thinkin how they look when they were havin exams,seeing them so stressed up and havin dull expressions,getting so worked up easily over samll matters,can't take a breath in so easily,watchin very close to every step they take,takin simple thing so seriously...Haiz,back to where i spend my time moment ago,chattin with Cindy really cheered me up,then played some msn games with her and she gong gong de let me won her over...Haha,now she need to type her blog for the day and meanwhile I'll juz try to extent wat i had wrote for todae's special...But still,she's takin a little long leh...nvm,it's alright for me to wait.../\ o /\...Right now,I'm stoppin here going to check on her blog,so take care of yourself guys and had a nice weekend...Hehe,back again,I've done something bad...I disturb until her and cause her to wrote her blog on mine,and now she's gonna retype again and i've gonna wait again...So bad of me and so sad for me to wait again...But still,sorry Cindy.../T o T\...Finally she's done...Haiz,now Chen Bing's mom is back,i'm leavin soon after i read Cindy's blog...

CINDY(left)cuter than ShiHui(Right)
The FUTURE PHOTOGRAHER is ME Reunited
4 GoldFish,Broo Broool...
Chen Bing and Me
-Horse(Shihui) .vs. Sheep(Me)

Wat the TooT day-!-!-!

Haiz,BAD DAY-BAD-DAY-BAD DAY,TooT tOOt day!!!Go school in the morning so calm and peaceful,but nearly went beyond my destination stop,cuz I fell aslp on the bus...Den when the bus was nearly drivin off,i woke up and press the bell and slowly walk out of the bus...Lucky never 'ma-lu'...When reach class,listen song,things still worked out so fine and good...Till the time for morning assembly,tat's was the time for HIDE-AND-SEEK,My friend and I will be the one to HIDE & the counsellor will be the SEEKER...Why must this be happen?Cuz of the word called 'HAIR'!!!Holiday reachin in 1-2weeks still wan to act like a TOP school to call for mobile barber and give a hair cut which is all slope like NERD!!!But,but,but,but,Alex & Me went hidin in canteen toilet becuz after assembly we saw Mr Su-pi-Ra-teh was conductin a hair check at 3N2...After it was over,Alex and me went back to class,but,during the journey back to class we saw our DM takin a cane towards our class area...So,we can't go back and we needed to dodge becuz he was juz only 1metre away...So scary...But then,in the long run,we eventually got back to class and was juz in time to check our marks for End-Year-Examination papers...Haiz,then still,the sad thing is,the DM became smart after being tricked for 2times while checkin hair,he took another round of spot check when we were all so anxious and worried for our marks...Afterall,we still got caught and was sent outside the D&T block for haircut...Then 3N2 pai kia decided to confront the DM,cuz they find it unacceptable...So,as a person like me,I followed them...Haiz,being a so 'focus point' person,the DM still wan us to cut and wanted ask to hear him bullshit and sing praise for hiimself...Blah,blah,blah,La-la-la...When it was my turn to cut hair,my anger of fire was already warming up,then when he finish,that barber cut until like shit like tat...i got so pissed of and went back to class...But then,on my way,I was yell by DM for stuckin out my shirt,but still,i ignored it...When i got back into class,i found this friend/brother,Bernard,he was cryin dued to his results...As he did very badly tat he was gonna retained,he cried and cried and cried until our math cher who was also from City Harvest Church came...Then she tried comfortin him and brought him dunno to where...I felt sad for him and wanted to console him,but at tat moment,i was really very angry and so,i can't forced myself to have tat good and understandin attitude to console him...Seems like a BAD DAY for me and him,but his was a more serious one...Then when the bell for reccess rung,i conldn't find anyone to pontent with me,i climb out my school gate alone and went back home...When reach home,can't told my mom wat happen and can't find anyone to share with as I know my mom would surely defend for the teacher side and make wild guess of wat i told her and I dun really feel so easy to share my probs out with friends or with my cell group friends...So,I decided to go out rather than being at home hearin my mom talk this talk tat more like crap...And the target i found was Popiah,the good thing is he was sick and surely he's at home(but a bit bad,cuz he's sick then still wan go)...the bad thing is,got parent at home,cuz i dun really like to go ppl house which has parent at home(cuz dun really feel comfortable with parent at home,as i need to really mind my attitude and word,or else they think i pai kia)...Finally,1 thing to report,tml not going to school until (28/10/06)the day for collection of report book,yay yay yay...Lastly,something better for me to say,my RESULTS!!!I AM PROMOTED TO SEC4(NA)WOOTz!!!>>>English Paper2 43.5/80 Paper1 27/60,Chinese Paper2 30/60 Paper1 30/70,Math Paper2 13.5/40 Paper1 25.5/60,Social Studies(combined humanities) 29/50(i study for this very hard hor),Geography(combined humanities) 11/50(put in 1000times effort but in the end still fail the same as ever),Biology(combined science) 19.5/30 McQ marks:(unknown),Chemistry(combined science) 16/30 (first time really pass without cheatin but with God and my STRENGTH,cuz the cher teachings like kanna sai,Hallelujah)McQ:(unknown),POA Paper2 39/60 Paper1 26.5/40...That's all folks,STAY BRIGHT & CHEERFUL...Be glad and content for wat you have and be brave and strong for a stormy bad day which will seems crashin down on you.../\./\...

SpeciaL thanks to CINDY

THANK-YOU CINDY FOR HELPING ME MAKE ALL THIS THINGS SO NICE,AND HEARIN MY HEART OUT AND CRY TOGETHER(IF I NOT WRONG)/\./\...AH-LI-KA-TO...THANK-YOU

Nobody Knows me

[怪怪的人生].[怪怪的脾气].[怪怪的太度].[怪怪的心声].[怪怪的品味].[怪怪的人各].
Greetings my friends,so long nv post due to the cancellation of the internet...My Greeting:'Hao Jiu Bu Jian,Ni Hai Hao Mah?Bie Lai Wu Yang"...Haiz,2 Day ago,13-Oct,tat day was meant to be a good tat the Lord has made...Hui was plannin a BiG surprise for her Kailing B'Dae(her cousin),which turn out very well and she even cried when she saw har Birthday was brought to her in a kinda fun surpise as we celebarted it be4 her actual B'dae,becuz we wanted to torn and countdown with her for her Birthday...Be4 we were in her house decoratin,we went in and out of shops,and dicussin here & ther to do wat nxt...in the end,we brought samll and big bags of stuff,spend all our money on present and groceries and rush for a bus...When reach,somebodi suggested to play UNO,meanwhile hui & mun yee took out the stuff we brought and start doing their DIY decoration...Until when somebody Goldfish went out,Hui got so angry and yell at the 4 of us,sayin we went over board as we didn't helped and my music including my voice was too loud...after she scold finish,Mun Yee also stood on her side and ssaid,'ni men bu hui jue de ni mem guo fen le yi dian dian mah?'...then Hui cried and Mun Yee accompanied her to went downstairs to cool down...When thay got back,i was totally a invisable person to them,talked to them no reply no reaction only attitude being shown...then until when they discovered tat kaiLing was reachin home earlier than the time expected...so,immediatly they starting rushin to complate evrything and slowly started talking to me...Arnd 09:15pm,KaiLing called back home to ask her maid to go down and wait for her,then everybody started gettin into their position and Hui camp at the window to see downstairs and the lift side,meanwhile i camp behind the door waitin for their arrival,when she arrived i rushed to my position...As soon as she walked in,we shouted,"KAILING,HAPPY B'DAE!'then she went cryin as she was touched...11pm Chen Bing had to go home due to parent objection to stay out late,soon,Mun Yee needed to get home due to the time restriction set by her parent,seeing them leave,Cindy wanted to leave although she was granted to be able to stayed out late...Becuz she was sensible,she wanted to go home too as she felt tat she was gettin more and more 'De Chun Jin Chi'...So,ah seng(Cheese Cake) and me sent Cindy and Mun Yee home...And we rushed back towards KaiLing's hse as her countdown was near,despite our best efforts,sad to say tat we were late and unable to join into her countdown...So the next dat continues,15-Oct,arnd 1plus,Hui's nose started bleeding as she was weak physically and went slping,same goes to Kailing but her nose didn't bleed...Not long after,Cheese Cake(Chee Seng) went slpin too as i was playin gunbound verselfishly,but i was the only who lasted out till morning...Then not long after i woke up from a 30min nap anrd 07:30am,i had to rush for SERVICE and i've tried invitin Cindy,Hui,Popiah(Chen Bing) and Chees-si-dan-gao,but ended up havin rejected by the 2 ladies again...but still glad tat the 2 gentlemen came...and Popiah(Chen Bing) even went down for altar call...after SERVICE,Eric and me need to rush down for W369 cell-group meetin(/\./\),be4 we got down Eric helped me a second time by invitin to our cell-group as he was the one who helped me to ask Popiah whether he wanted to recevie salvation(2 times of helpin me ask was a total success)...but can't totaly blame me,as i lost compleletly more than a day plus another 6hrs in...but Praise the Lord that i didn't went nappin in SERVICE and i was able to survive my day...Then stayed at one of the members hse for a movie call 'Prince of Eygpt'(Abt Moses)...In the Nite,when i reach home arnd 7plus wacthin tv,i fell aslp very fast due to the lack of slp...but woke up arnd 10plus and saw a msg for conferene with Cindy(which make me so charge up) and Cheese...then talk until 12plus or 1 plus,Cheese was KNOCK OUT and went slpin and i was so GLaD to have the time to chat with Cindy alone...Then we chat for very long,and it's for the first tat somebody knows so much from me,but deep down,it's only a samll part off my miserable life...Then Cindy pour out something from her heart to me which I AM THE ONLY ONE WHO KNOWS ABT IT /\./\...Until 2plus,her mum woke up and said she will turn bad if she continue talkin with me...haiz,so said to hear that,but is alright as i know i am a society failure...but still,NEVER JuDGE a BooK bY its COVER!!!...then OFFICIALLY for todae,16-Oct,finally went to ICA buildin for IC application ,as for the last time,i actually wanted to do IC on 10-Oct...But thanks to myself for being a patient person,my friends rather play games and take no respect for this friendship for 40mins,i went off to meet Hui and Mun Yee after being so patient,so,in the end,i didn't do my IC that day...Also,Cindy actually wanted to join us,due to her mei mei no schooling,then make Dyy-Dyy cannot join us,so SAD>.<...haiz,now arnd 9plus me and Chen Bing tua them by makin some weird calls...now signing off,byebye...NiteZ NiteZ...last wishes,hope tat i won't be disappointed by others and hope i can really let more of my heart out to tat the TRUELY someone,Cindy...
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