Back again,guess the storm in the spiritually journey has dispersed...the physical friendship and brotherhood is restored after being bold to apologize...thanks for your concren Jason,Julia and MiaoMiao....haiz,guess now i clear of my mind that i'm Single again,kinda sad everytime when it actually have it back to my thought out of my sudden...it reminds me tat i broke a child of God's Heart...a foot rashness gets me into contineous regretness of gettin attached and breakin her heart...guess now,i'm tired and i'm so sad...but thanks always for those who shown huge concren for me during times of this like Jason,Angeline,Julia and Eric...thought one i dun have a future vision,but my current vision is really to get myself devoted to God andd serve in ministry or help out...For
I'm willing to forsake everything and pick up my daily CROSS on my back,and follow HIM till the end...1 word and I'll Follow...haiz,it might be a tougher route at the front,but to see revival in my campus,i've gotta try get ppl save and let God fill my heart with songs when school reopen,i know i'll get prosecution and being lonely...but it doesn't matters,as long as i have my Lord and my Spiritually family which is my CG and Church...signin off,Willie...

hmmm,seems to be like a long time since i last post....but it doesn't really matters...cuz it's so little ppl who come here...finally EMERGE is over,but i missed it so much,every single session was so much of God's presence,joy,fun,entertainment,close encounter,impartation,revealation,renewing strength,soaring like eaglaes,run but not weary,walk but not faint...it's so good the it could stay on forever...and POS,we got 2nd,thanks to everybody's effort we improve very much,and next year,we'll acheive the championship...POS has made me know lots of new friends from different areas,but also some which is jus around school area...hope next year,everyone in POS will come back for a revival...and having Ben&Jerry's ice cream together like jus yesterday,and it's going to come again around the corner...and then,one more thing is that,i'm single again...but i broke a girl's heart...haiz,that's all i have to say...tooo much complains,God won't like it,for HE will defend me as i trust and lean onto HIM...

Phew,it's a long time since i blog...Guess i've lost my interest in blogging bahz...can't think of much to post currently...only can say i can still cope with my RQ in school...but other than tat,i need to to get my RQ to be strong with people everywhere...then my school work,think my grades are sliding down constantly bah...guess i tired both physically can spiritually...can't get to manage my time while...end up gettin less slp each day,and got myself slping for long in class...everyday i'm slpin more in class than the day before...juz hope all my friends around are still doing fine...signing off now...

haiz,16 feb so sad...in school first and 2nd lesson,i solo run for p.e then i was first...cuz mainly all nv run...but i manage to win Sheng poh...but sway sway 3rd period was poa,then nearly recess that time,police and mr.lao come our class...then tat time Wan hoe and me sure know they come for Jia Jun...then got Joelle and Alex in class very slack,cuz they know they no wrong...but Alex kuai lan with the policemen,then kanna kan...haiz...then whole day from recess till after school,those pai kia and me all so worried and sad...then after school see Alex and Joelle kanna caught also...haiz...then more sianz and sad liaoz...then Gerald,Miao hua and me we go eat lunch,at there i called Hazwan...found out all the ph and 1o8 ppl all kanna rolex and bring to station...sianz ah...then i tell the 2 of them,nobody there i worried except for 2,it were Jason.Tiong and Jia jun only...then very sianz la...so me and Gerald went play pool at arenna,cuz at night going to studying with Jia En,Miao Hua and Hui Jing,then play half-way,Tiong's mom called me...wah,that time dunno how to answer to his mom...then half try to sheild and cover up,half jus reluntantly say wat happen by bit...after that called,Gerald say i play pool very siaoz...cuz i hit the ball ,the ball that get the force keep on fly out...haiz,then Gerald say i very stress up...then this thing made a breakthrough in my life,cuz i was very worried abt the 2 of them,i kept praying in train in bus duing my walk alone...everywhere where i was alone,i kept praying...sat very sianz ah...then half day watch tv the night all slp...haiz the chu yi nv bai nian,then sianz sianz until evening,Gerald called and jio me go play pool,then play at entertainment...then yesterday chu er,go my ah yi's house to have dinner,evening travel to Gerald's house with Miao Hua and Hui Jing to bai nian,then we go play pool,after awhile,the 2 girls need go home,so we sent them home liaoz,Gerald still wanted to go play...so we took cab back to entertainment to play until they closed...then today,go ah ma's house,my lao pa kuai lan me,say i come out nv behave...then keep complaining,then i very dulan...then i go meet Tiong and Jun for dinner...then the 2 of them like bo tai ji like tat,keep on crap and crap...then very funny,laugh all the way...after they finish,they accompany me go meet Miao Hua and Hui Jing to study...so crappy there...then accompany Tiong back home,then can see he very worried abt his parents...the best i can do for him is to see wat request he has...then,all th best to him for his case...fly off...

Yoz,today is a very very good day...morning auto wake up as i actually forgot to set alarm...last night watch Jacki Chan show until fell asleep during the show...but nvm,then startin very sway...this few days,see funeral,then people 'gao lou pao wu' around Gerald's house area(thank God for tat) cuz if i nv follow Gerald path,i sure kanna hit by the hard and heavy object being threw out of the window...and the last thingis on yesterday,sat,my house block opposite got on fire...then these few thing made me realised i actually quite bless...if this things were to happen in and on my family,sure die liaoz...my house already so poor,if got funeral already need money liaoz,then object hit me i fly to heaven,then if got fire at my house,i'll went broke...

Then today be4 going out,suddenly stomache then from punctual to late,then Bernard also no money in his ez-link card value,then Julia also will be late...all the thing jus came crashing...then the worst is that i made Tiong wait,cuz normally i'm the one who's late,but this time wrong,is on the contrary...so quite rushing and tryin to rush...then after i stomache got headache...felt like the devil's in me is tryin to test my faith on going to cell-group,as yesterday when i was walkin to the mrt station for the train...a deep stiring feeling and the heat was like going to against on my venture...so quite a challenge for me,but still,nothing can stop me with God's strength as my courage...

So,during cg,quite a good time today,it was like a cell-group reunion or a family reunion...then Tiong,finally came to our cell,but for make-up...still quite happy to see so many people all coming together as one juz for God...then after cell-group actually got prayer meeting at expo...But i didn't,as i promised Tiong that i'll accompany him today...So,Da niu and Eric was quite dissappointed with...But sometimes,it's nicer to rest and relax on the Sabath with friends,chit-chatting,shopping,relax and enjoy...juz like wat the Church has always been saying,even God need a rest for Himself after a long work...But it's alright,it didn't affect me much...So me and Tiong went having our breadfast when it's already 01:00pm...Sounds qutie early for a breadfast huh?lolx...then after tat,we went shopping at bugis street,then with him,he's like my image consultant as a professional wor...then he chose for me some type of long sleeve shirt that suits me...but i kept complaining due to my fussyness...but in the end,i bought a brownish army-top long sleeve shirt...I felt like Tiong gave me a extreme make-over style for my top appearance...then he show me how to cover-up my weakness on my skinny size by making people to focus more on detail which is on the clothes...then he kept saying this idoms,"Bi Duan Yang Chang"...haiz,so old,keep repeatin the same thing...oh ya,btw,the shop is "Re Coil",so go and have a look in your free time and see wheather tiong is a Professional like i claim...if you dun think he is,then you must give me comment which prove my judgement is wrong,only then,dun complain he's not professional...but he quite a amazing person by proving people wrong,if you get a chance to see his body lining and shape plus fitness,dun open ur mouth too big and dun let ur eyes pop out...but thanks to his proving,i'm challenge again to continue something i've stopped since i've started wokring...
So,tml onwards,i must gym...and prepare to win and beat some BASTARDs plus ingrateful people who know for themselves the best...if i'm the one who let you down,prove me wrong...you bastards were the one who gave me cold shoulder first...and repaeat the same things you do in dark and think that i'm a stupid fool who dun know a single thing...But nvm,still one thing you remind me of,you are still telling me you lack of friends...pls,dun make me laugh...and some bastards,you are dumber than i am,being use after one another time being use by them and ps by them in the dark of alot of thing which you still didn't know until now...haiz,nvm,dun say too much on you all,the more i write the more you'll comment...only one advice for you BASTARDs,"You Reap What You Sow",wheather you think i'm preaching or not...the sooner your harvest,the better it is...but the later your harvest is,but be prepare in your future...for it'll come in a bigger reapin of what you've done now...you will nv know which day you'll be betrayed,and that day,you might be standin in glorious fame and being smash straight down like a lonely beggar...and that day,you'll be worst then my situation now...

nvm,since it's a happy day,i'll stop my cursing and swearing,as somebody beside who is nagging at me(TIONG)!!!,back to today,went walking inside topman,then saw a 4T1 guy from our school...then walk into SEIYU and walking pass smeone and someone's Stead from our class...Nvm,since i promise that i can't reveal,so i dun say le...then went Jp,then this time is for Tiong,cuz he wan buy a black patns that he had eyed on...So i went in and eyed on 3 items...Must save $$$ le...hmm...now juz needa continue working hard for my 'N' and 'O' levels as Jia En,Hui Jing,Miao Hua and me,the 4 of us,realised the seriousness like the Graduates did...So EeeNNNddd here le...

Haiz,juz now went service quite a strong message...Then remembered that Alvin said i 'm a Christian who doesn't behaved like one...Felt quite true and right about wat he said...Such a Christian who is a failure...hmm,now must focus on 2 thing,CONCENTRADE ON MY 'N' LEVEL,FOCUS ON GOD...i need a resolution QUICK!!!as long as i dun have a resolution,i'm still living in a aimless life...no goal no target...Haiz,GREAT IS REALLY OUR AND MY GOD...I SAW MIRACLES ALONG MY LIFE,BLESSINGS,HARDSHIPS and many many more...very sianz liaoz...nth to say le...off to die...

Finally can can start a blog without wrotong a 'haiz' in front...This 3 days of school re-open still can say average...Really need thank God for everything...1st day in school quite normal,cuz before recess got teacher in class but after tat we had none...Then second day,they invited a person who was a poor scorer in a young age...Then actually quite sleepy de,Benjamin thay talk talk talk around me then keep waking up suddenly,but then when the trainer came i was still sleepy...but when he started sharing and talking about his school life,I started telling myself to listen...And then he taught us skills in an interview...I've learnt to know to talk more or less in an interview dependin one the job requirement...Also,when a person first sees you,he will remember or would like to see this person again is depended by how he talks and his appreance...100%->7% talking,93% appreance...Then until 12:00pm the speaker went off,then we had bonding camp...I kept crapping with Alvin and Rui xin that the camp was hug hug slp slp camp,that's why called bonding camp...When in bonding the organization was all the last year student who just graduated and now in holiday...But what they had for us to play is very stupid and dumb...It's like a Dumb creating games and mature people to play...No brains man,then dulan in the game i keep guai lan with the person in charge of our group...Then he cannot win me go find another person take over...In the end,during break still very angry then went home...Then yesterday is the best honeymoon before teacher start to teach next monday,cuz we went to New Park Hotel and learnt dining equittie...Finally felt some respect from school,cuz sec 2 and 3 teacher always neglect us...Somethings i learnt over the day are like-analyze until you paralyze,phD-permenant head damage...Finally i am inspired to be like somebody,which is to be a speaker...Professional getta earn 8k-12k per session(6hrs)...Like that work 1day no need work for that month le...so good...1 thing I notice,our DM so fake and childish,first act so warm for the whole...then 2nd day start scolding here and there...so fake lor...then still created a hi-5 things...so desprate for hi-5 why not de watch kids central for hi-5 everyday just to content his childsih side of his...haiz,currently still have no resolution for this year,such a failure...To be a people magnet,i can be like one...Just like yesterday,3 different side of people asked me to join them for their activity...but i didn't went...haiz,now needa go meet Cindy and Mun yee for Hui's birthday celebration...